Wow. This song. Wow.
Amazing in so many ways.
I am at many deciding points in my life lately.
But it seems to me that life is not about figuring out things. Its about living. loving.
Matter to oneself. Have a kind caring heart always. Shine the light................
I heard this song first thing this morning. It always gets me dancing, a power song if you will. ha ha.
Then I heard it again tonight. So basically this song is fallowing me today or trying to send me a message. Who knows.
I have a plan to move far far away from here. There is only ONE thing that will make me want to stay in this town. Until then....
I heard this song tonight and I enjoy it. It seems fitting.
Elliot Smith- Fond Farewell
The Lite Brite's now black and white
Because they took apart a picture that wasn't right
Pitch burning on a shining sheet
The only maker that you'd want to meet
A dying man in a living room
Whose shadow paces the floor
He'll take you out any open door
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Who couldn't get things right
Fond farewell to a friend
He said really I just want to dance
Good and evil matched perfect, it's a great romance
I can deal with some psychic pain
If it'll slow down my higher brain
Veins full of disappearing ink
Vomiting in the kitchen sink
Disconnecting from the missing link
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Who couldn't get things right
Fond farewell to a friend
I see you're leaving me and taking up with the enemy
The cold comfort of the in-between
A little less than a human being
A little less than a happy high
A little less than a suicide
The only things that you really tried
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Who couldn't get things right
Fond farewell to a friend